Rediscover

Mushroom life isn't that bad actually...
You start out playing everything you didn't did for the 2 months..
Games after Games....
But after wasting 2 months on continues gaming...
Something will suddenly hit you...

Life is meaningless...

You start to think...
You start to question what you did for the last 2 months(March-April)
You start to question your past..
You start to question who you really are..
You start to question everything around you..

There is a big difference between the life of a Secondary School Student, and the life I have now...

I always though i got quite a number of friends..But the truth is??

How you define a friend? What count as a friend?
You maybe have 4900++ friend on facebook..
You maybe have to open a second account to just accept people..
But are those count as friends?

In school, you know a lot of different people.
From Juniors to Senior.
From Prefects to Normal Students
From the front to the back

But after leaving school? Who those count as...
Someone that just a pass-byer in life?
Someone you can chat for hours with?
or
The most important people in you life?

Some people you though you knew them well,
But the truth is what is his favorite food you also clueless...
You found out, for the past 5 years..
you just talking nonsense with him/her.

Beside all that,
People change..
You change....
Everyone change...
No matter what kind of change it is..
For the good,
For the bad,
Its just a proof that you grown up...

I believe the definition of friends depends on the individual...

But the truth...
I don't know how many true friends i really have?
People i can talk to without thinking much
People that can accept who i am..
People that will argue with you for things that really matter...
People that will always be a part of life...

But maybe i'm scared of the truth that..
I don't really have much friends...
 

I'm not EMO or something...
Just that's the truth that I have to face...
Sometimes, faith...plays a bigger role then anything else...

p/s I'm not saying anyone, I have no person in mind when i wrote this..So its just what's on my mind now...