I Made up my mind....

 Life has to go on~

Heard a story today,

From a Friend...

Maybe thats true after all....

Sometimes The choose you make will make you regret someday,

But thinking back...if i did the other choice, will it be better??

we never know, and we never will know..

But, if i didn't make that choice, I won't learn some of the most important lessons in my life..

First....

Its a story that ended 3 year ago...

I shouldn't blame her, we all should share that responsibility,

I was a bad guy, I didn't do anything that a boyfriend should do..

People always say.. 

after you lost something, only then you know how important it is to you..

Because i made that choice, 

I knew the important of LOVE..

What really a boy should do for a girl...

What i didn't treasure, and what i can missed...

But, I thank her, for showing me all these..

You will always be part of my memories..

Second...

A another story that ended recently,

When people asked, I always said...

"I done everything humanly possible, If i can't touch her heart I really don't know what can I do anymore..."

But is this the truth?

Someone told me..I'm being rude to her..

RUDE~

And i actually think its truth,

maybe i'm very stress..

and heart broken by the fact that I really desperate already..

and i just jealous about her,

Maybe I just can't control myself in front of her...

I know this...

But thanks to you..

If isn't for you I will never know this...

Even though, you hate me...

I was happy once upon a time...

We did some great things...

You made me happy

I will never forget 

those memories, i will cherish forever,

As who i now..really come from what i been through...

I like to say I missed the chance,

and the door will never open again,

but, it least i try...I wasn't close at all...

If i got a time machine, and go back in time,

I will never change the decision,

until now, 

I still believe, 

I believe that was the right one..

the rasional one..

the better choice...

Even i chosen another choice...

The answer also will be different..

The time i spend on you, 1 year..

It wasn't never wasted, Even though,

Things didn't make out as i hoped...

What I hope for never become reality..

What I want...never...materialize..

I believed i though me a lot things, what i now..compare to 2 years ago...really changed,

chat with chui sharn today, and i notice, what an IDIOT i was 2 years ago..

I changed for the better, somethings still need to improve, and you help me realize it...

I am still a hot temper person, and thank you for telling me

I am still a impatient person, and thank you for showing me

I still don't know how to talk, and thank you for enlighten me

I still don't know how to care, and thanks you for signaling me

I can only let go...

Things have to end someday..

Nothing is ENDLESS

and well, life has to go on...

Shi Chen ask me...can you do it???

And my answer will be..I already done it... :)