Life somehow heal itself

Just suddenly,
I cannot feel anything more...
No more pain or sadness

Maybe after you finish experienced HELL
you know that..
HELL isn't that bad...
and well...
no more sadness, or pain
just a normal heart...

This is how life works..
It heals you... no matter...what HELL you been through..
IT WILL BE OVER ONE DAY~

This can mean 3 things

1. I got myself a serious, very serious....DEPRESSION until i going mad...
2. OR life started to be meaningless...and you going to see me kill myself in the next 2 days
3. I'm over it...in someway....

Which one is it??
Who knows???? haha...

No longer i see this as a MUST...
but more of a hobby now..
something..that you can stop when you like...XD