09/02/10

Super Duper EMO

Still haven't decided will i give her something??
I don't know....

Today went Mines to buy some new cloths for Chinese New Year
Went around..didn't see any interesting, then...
Went into the shop "Effu"(the one on the same floor as the cinema)
As their were new stock...
I went around...
then...
Suddenly...saw her...
she didn't saw me...
I just turn around and went out of the shop..
don't know why I have such respond..
then after a while..went back inside, and saw her with her family..
So..I just..trying to escape from her...
and i think i hope she will see me and just a smile will be enough...
I was scared...
while waiting for my family...
I Suddenly Super EMO...like been shot..
I just walked around...avoiding her, at the same time hope to see her...
I just don't know how to face..her...
OMG!!!!!
In the end...i just went away with my family...

I don't know she saw me or not..
But she seems occupy by all those clothings...
So, I just assume she didn't saw me...

The whole trip went from GOOD to HELL in a matter of minutes...
the next few minutes..I totally cannot concentrate my focus to the fact that..
I want to buy a new shirt...
Keep thinking of her...Hope to see her...
I did bought one..but i'll always remember that painful experience..

Its easy when you say you want to give up someone...
Its hard when you actually going to give up someone...